So its been awhile since I posted but after a hard year & going through a ton of tests & doctors Eric will be having a back fusion surgery next Tuesday. I'm excited & scared out of my mind for this surgery & results. So many things can go wrong with it yet the possibility for him to be out of pain & mobile again its just a real hard place to be at ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I posted but real life has been really rocky & sorta sorting itself out. Eric & I won in court & they will now be giving him disability & it only took 2 fucking years for them to ok it! I had fun over the Christmas holiday visiting family & squishing my niece to death! That kid is just too fucking cute & I adore her! Sadly ( Read more... )

God this week has been so horrible. My bf Eric's grandma passed away on sunday. God when I heard that my heart broke she's been in my life for almost 12 yrs & she always treated me like family. I loved like my own grandma. To add salt to the wounds my lil sister who was so excited to be a mom miscarried on Monday. Fuck when it rains it fucking ( Read more... )